January 2010
today, my dad made his first cake ever… it tastes horrible.
Well then...
conundrumer:
I am going to take this complicated situation that I am currently in, and simplify the equation. I can simplify it by removing a variable. I know my own variable, so it’s easy to remove. But it would leave room for multiple answers, ie no solid answer. Therefore, I will attempt to take another variable and decipher the function of it.
mathematical metaphors ftw
But then...
your realization-- my realization
conundrumer:
First “rant” on tumblr.
I was eating dinner, and reminisced about first term junior year. I thought about my role in the classes I have been in, how I’ve made so many friends, and how I’ve spent my free period. I became recognized in my Physics class as the smart guy who tries to be helpful, and, in my English class, that odd guy who somehow became TA. If lunch counts, I was the...
Skillet’s Hero
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invisible thoughts.
i see you’ve moved on. you never would have done that to me, for me. even though i always understand. and consent. (no matter what.)
i see i’ve been replaced. replaced, replaced, replaced…
it hurts. it fuckin’ hurts. just like all the other times, but i’ll manage. i’ll manage just like all the other times.
what else can i do but watch? (like always, as...
Strange riddles come again; Sunday, November 1,...
strange-riddle:
While I was attempting to get a picture of myself while cosplaying as Gaara: Sunday, November 01, 2009 LeikEvir (12:02:41 AM): 24 hours LeikEvir signed off at 12:02:45 AM That was it. It’s not over.
You know, your first line was pretty funny but you ended it creepily. *sighs*
Good luck. D:
upgrading computers are so tedious.
i basically destroyed what i had left and upgraded to windows 7. now i must re-install a lot of programs… [:0
who have you got to walk with you?
“You need a friend who will walk with you You need a real friend who will walk with you No matter what At the end of the day At the end of the day”
- Bonnie Pink’s Walk With You
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who will walk with me…?
there is an unbearable loneliness that can’t be eased… only time will tell me how much i will—can— let go.
i have yet to get used to writing 2010.
slam.
open the door—;
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final project/homework for poetry workshop: write a poem that’s pretty much going to performed like slam. darn. i only went up once to read my pantoum and even that was nerve wracking. pwuah. D:
i do have ideas though. Hehe. Maybe… :x
and how about you?
conundrumer:
“the other day my english teacher told the class something about friends. a real friend is someone who picks you up at the airport. and he explained that no one would really want to pick you up at the airport. even your own family tells you to call a taxi. and that got me thinking. i’ve realized that i have only about 5 people would actually come pick me up at the airport.”
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i am waiting for my windows 7 upgrade to arrive.
bahumbug.
It's not healthy to try to smile all the time.
I agree.
Smiling is nice, but it hurts after a while (especially the fake ones). You are still using muscles, ya know? But that’s not the point.
But, yeah. I guess I’ve been smiling in earnest less and laughing more. Hah, what the heck. I break into freaky laughter at times… Even if it is to myself. :x
Not only that, but I get so… tired/bitter/depressed at times and I...
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who are you to me? and what am I to you?
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stop strangling me with pretty words and half smiles because I’m not stupid and we know that you’re not stupid, and, and and— [[something]]
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baby, let’s dance. we’ve got the entire night to ourselves.
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okay. enough utterly insane tidbits for now. :x
I think I’m going to just post random tidbits floating inside me.
I have so much thoughts and phrases going through my head that I want to use, that I have yet to write down, that I have yet to just ponder about. Arrrgh.
I also want to play my butt off.
happy 2010!
i had planned on not making any resolutions because i know i’ll break every single one of them.
Oh wells, I did at the insistence of my friends.
today feels exactly like yesterday.